"I Miss You" doesn't begin to cover how much I've missed your presence. "I Love you" doesn't begin to cover how deep my feelings for you. This may sound silly, but until we meet again, I'll hold on to those words, for you and I.
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The worst part of having the most beautiful dream is to wake up. One key to success is to never feel satisfied. There is always someone or something better out there. Keep on learning and work hard because not everyone is going to push you into being a better person. Only youself can make you the better version of yourself. Don't ever give up on your dreams because in reality, the road to success is no straight line. It is a bumpy road ahead of you. Make it happen yourself :) What do you miss the most? Being able to hold you close to me <3 Here i am sitting down inside of my car. I'm not sure where this writing is going but i'll tell u one thing. I feel weird. Im not sure how to explain it. I feel numb and somewhere inside me, I feel super down. I mean im not complaining on how life treats me at the moment. In fact, im grateful of living. Im proud of all the accomplishments i have accomplished so far. But, i dont know why, i feel empty. I dont know why. My heart aches when i see those long messages in my email disscussing things related to studying in Netherlands. Im sick and tired of how i am able to accomplish so much but not able to take those chances. It is pitiful to be in this state. I hate it. I wish i wasn't so down. But maybe, just maybe. There's something better waiting for me up ahead. Maybe, just maybe. I was meant to sit in this car ride right now. Maybe, just maybe. I was meant to stay in Jakarta for university from the very begining. I guess it is enough blabblering for the night. See you soon.
Hello beautiful people! :)
I know it has been a while since the last time i posted anything on this blog, but i come back to share a little about my experience as a dancer so far. It has been an amazing experience! To be able to share the stage with all of these amazing girls, to be able to learn from the greatest dancing coach, all the joyful tears, hardwork, happiness basically all the ups and downs have been such a blessing to me. We won second place on Kratingdaeng Power Dance 2014 Bandung Region! I am so happy and very grateful for all that I have. Dance has save my life! None of you probably know that at first, I was planning to leave to Netherlands for university. I was offered several scholarships and was offered amazing opportunities to study in the Netherland. However, I had to reject their offers with a heavy heart due to certain family reasons. I had a really hard time trying to accept the fact that I won't be going to Netherlands for university. But through all the help I get from my friends and realising that everything must happened for a reason and letting go as well as keep moving forward had made me a better person. AND hopefully, I will be able to fulfil my dream of studying abroad sooner than I think it would be! I won't stop praying and working hard to reach all of my dreams!! It has been an amazing life experience and without dancing and all the support, I won't make it this far. So, people KEEP MOVING FORWARD! Comment, like and subscribe if you any of you guys enjoyed watching! <3 Hello everyone! So actually I have finished the interior siding and the interior design weeks ago but I haven't got anytime to post it. So here we go! Hope you guys like it :) It took me a lot of hours! Hello everyone! Here's another highlight of a dance flashmob I did in Hotel Mulia. It was a lot of fun and in total, 11 dancers were involved. I did not knew who got married but it was a lot of fun to put a smile on other people's faces :) LONG LIVE DANCERS <3
Hello lovely people! Here are more pictures of progress in house model making. I haven't spent a lot of time on working on it since I have a bunch of other school works, assignments, projects and assesments. It took a lot of time and I am still working on it up until now. Hope you guys like it! :) |