Yes, I do, I believe
That one day I will be where I was
Right there, right next to you
And it's hard, the days just seem so dark
The moon, the stars are nothing without you
Your touch, your skin,
Where do I begin?
No words can explain the way I’m missing you
Deny this emptiness, this hole that I’m inside
These tears, they tell their own story
You told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling’s overwhelming, it's much too strong
Can I lay by your side, next to you, you
And make sure you’re alright?
I’ll take care of you,
And I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you tonight
I’m reaching out to you
Can you hear my call? (who's to say you won't hear me?)
This hurt that I’ve been through
I’m missing you, missing you like crazy
You told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling’s overwhelming, it's much too strong
Can I lay by your side, next to you, you
And make sure you’re alright?
I’ll take care of you
And I don’t wanna be here if I can’t be with you tonight
Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side
Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side
Can I lay by your side, next to you, you
-Lay Me Down by Sam Smith
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"I Miss You" doesn't begin to cover how much I've missed your presence. "I Love you" doesn't begin to cover how deep my feelings for you. This may sound silly, but until we meet again, I'll hold on to those words, for you and I. The worst part of having the most beautiful dream is to wake up. One key to success is to never feel satisfied. There is always someone or something better out there. Keep on learning and work hard because not everyone is going to push you into being a better person. Only youself can make you the better version of yourself. Don't ever give up on your dreams because in reality, the road to success is no straight line. It is a bumpy road ahead of you. Make it happen yourself :) |