If you ask me, what are you thinking? What did you think about? What’s on your mind?
God, I’m not complaining but there are a lot of things that I think about. I sometimes even think it’s not that important and why do I spend so much time thinking?
First of all, I think of all the “what ifs” in life. Have you ever sat in front of your mirror staring at yourself thinking “what did I do?” or have you ever laid on your bed, facing the ceiling and ask yourself “what would happen if I do this?” or have you ever spent the longest shower thinking “would it make any difference?” Well, I have. Tons of time.
All of those questions, I ask myself everyday. It took me in a deeper situation. I started to think of all the things I did in my life. I started to miss literally, EVERYTHING. You might think, what’s the point of doing that? Well, you get to remember how happy life could be. How blessed you are with the things that you have now. You get to remember all the bad things you did and gain lessons from the consequences you get. You get to understand why things didn’t end up the way you wanted it to be. You get to remember how miserable life could be. It’s true because life messes you up every time. BUT, it doesn’t mean that life is all bad. That’s just how life gives you lesson. When you dare to do something, always remember, there are always consequences. When that happens, accept it and try to live with it. It’s always good to try something new. Do it while you can, you’re young, and I am young.
Overthinking got me thinking of all people who gave impacts to my life. Both negative and positive. Let’s start with negative. Mostly, it is those people who hated me, who hurt me, who I had arguments with, or people who I hated or hate. But, I think again. Would my life be different if I didn’t meet them? And the answer is, yes. But then, I wouldn’t want my life to be different. I love how my life turns out. Those people taught me how to be strong and maybe even how to be wise. It brings us to the other thought, positive. Oh my, I can’t thank you enough to those who make my life so precious. Those people taught me how to be grateful. They are the biggest support in my life. I can always count on them. They are the treasure I will cherish for the rest of my life. Sounds cheesy but it’s true.
Well, I guess this is being ME. So, repeat.